HELLO BLOGGERLAND! :DI'm
backkkkkkkkk :D
For good now, I assure :D I've revived this stagnant blog which has bred a gazillion mosquitoes. until maybe when I feel like it, then I shall go on hiatus (:
Whoa, haven't been blogging for around say 2 months? Rather long isn't it. And I think I'm the first to go on hiatus,(or the first few).And in this period I've really really thought alot abt many stuff, and whoo, it's really shocking to see how much I've grown. OK, so the big news is, EOYS (oh the horror), is over, ALL over. Come what may the results are, I'm resigned to fate. I've done whatever I can do, and now it's up the God's hands to show me my destiny :D Nevertheless I'm feeling extremely nervous about the results, OMFG Friday, I'll just scare the wits out of myself. Dammmmmn come to think of it, I'm really really really scared :/ I'm praying the teachers will give me good marks. Sometimes I think the paper is ok, but then when I get back the paper, I stare at it in utter disbelief (which was the reason why I went on hiatus), cos well, I think too much of myself at times.
Well I think I love God more. ( I know you think I'm being cliche and superficial but hell no, I'm not) Though I'm not a Christian, but well in this exam period I keep praying to Him, praying for excellent grades and seriously, he's really powerful (: As quoted from Sien, which I have been talking to pretty much lately: "Most of us are turning to religion in this period, eh? " Sounds despo, but well, I love God anyway :D
Also, things change. Inevitable, cos the "wheel turns and turns". Hari makes me have a better outlook in life (: That when you don't like something, change it. If you can't change, then don't complain. (UM SHIT THIS SOUNDS UBER FAMILIAR I THINK I QUOTE IT FROM MY COUSIN?) So true. I guess I've been complaining about much stuff, and I think I shouldn't be like this. I should be going "ThankYou" at every single thing someone does for me, appreciating them and be grateful for what they do, yes? Ok this isn't my very big weakness but I think I should be appreciative, in that sense.
Also, I think I've regretted not doing/doing certain stuff in the past. After all we only have life, and I don't wanna look back when I'm 60 and say "I should have done that!" So now, im gonna live my life! :D And no one should ever stop me from doing what I want to do :D
Oh, my friends! Playing such a big role in my life! HEHEHEHEH esp 2purity, it's such a mighty class! :D OOH, and talking to Sien in the nights make me happy! AND HAHAH, IT'S REALLY SO DIFFICULT TO HAVE SOMEONE WHO SHARES SO MUCH THINGS IN COMMON WITH YOU! <3 confidantes! :D AND, sometimes I really can't stand *******. As in, can't you all see that EOYS are over, and this is the only time when I can fully unwind myself, before school reopens in January? I mean, I have absolutely nothing to study! Ok fine, I feel like a bird trapped in a cage. Blogging isn't blogging. That's what I've come to realise. There's absolutely no freedom of speech in Singapore, and if for example I'm so pissed at someone I can't really rant and rave about it since it's gonna be read by so many people and well, not much of a privacy thing eh? so blogging isn't blogging, and if I get sick and tired of trying to bottle up my feelings I'll just quit blogging or go on hiatus AND PEOPLE! EVERYONE SHOULD WATCH GOONG AND GOONG UNTIL THEY CANNOT GOONG ANYMORE! IT'S HIGHLY ADDICTIVE! WHOA SHIN, YUL ARE LOVE <3 (: IT ROCKS AND Y'ALL SHOULD GO WATCH IT! :D
ok im gonna create a xanga now, it's better than blogger lah >:(
&sodamnlove
